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| 05:27pm 01/08/2003 |
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mood:  artistic music: BEAR VS SHARK
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whatever happened to this livejournal NOT being friends only? do you want more of my love? well, my dears, then you're going to have to tell me.
if you want to be my friend, your wish is my command. comment, baby.
if you don't have livejournal and you want to stalk me, tough shit, comment and ask me for a code, ass clown. |
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| my body's broken, yours is bent. |
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| 09:33am 01/08/2003 |
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mood:  crappy music: sonic youth- teenage riot.
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10 more things.
1. my first day to sleep in, and i have to wake up early for the cleaning people.
2. dreams that i run into charles and he picks me up and spins me around. what the fuck.
3. mcdonalds with connor, tj, wes. every question i ask gets answered with "kennedy". every question they ask gets answered by themselves with "kennedy". every sentence has the word "kennedy" in it. they are so STUPID.
4. i cannot process what is going on in the white house/america right now. i cannot. it is impossibly disturbing. how can people be so god. damn. stupid. and. prejudice. and. IGNORANT. "marriage between a man and a woman is sacred" MY ASS who made it sacred? GOD? i bet GOD doesn't GIVE A FUCK who any of us marry! stupid close minded CLAN MEMBERS. ugh. death to them. death to the catholic church's homophobia as well. i should make out with a nun. and the stupid ass republican party makes me want to make out with one of the bush sisters. bush wouldn't like that one bit, now would he. prism is going to kick ASS this year cos there's going to be so much shit to talk about. not in a good way.
5. i got jake a livejournal as a kind of "i'm a bastard going to canadIa for a long, long time" going away present of sorts. ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) thoryadumass
6. venician night tomorrow night!!
7. wet hot american summerrrrrrrrr.
8. jon and i having to sneak out of abby's house yesterday. rebels 4 lyfe x core xcore x core. word.
9. I rock the Haro sport, I rock the cow girl blues, I rock too fast for love: I’m footloose in my Velcro shoes. What’s up with Will & Grace? I don’t get drum and bass. The future freaks me out.
10. boo! i'm going on a hunger strike until i see the following people:
a) atom. seriously. cmon now.
b) adam
c) hurricane.
d) tim and charles. i miss them when i go a week.
e) kennatron
f) foucre. i haven't seen him in forever. sunday i will. that oughta be interesting
g) TIM. ANDERSON. i miss you! TIMMMMM. timmmmmmm! |
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| 09:58pm 30/07/2003 |
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mood:  contemplative music: the good life- o'rourke's 1:20 AM
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10 things.
1. annette's trampoline is life.
2. jake taught me how to make a move on a guy. although it was slightly surprising and caught me off guard, it was helpful and encouraging. thanks, jake. haha. shit, bitches.
3. "would you still love me if i was gay?" and then "i want millions of gay friends. i'm going to shack up with a guy." yes, 2 different friends. on two consecutive days. i love you all.
4. monkey suit episode of BLS.
5. jen is out of town. meaning tj is going to actually have a social life outside of jen. which means he's at matt's. somehow this makes me slightly uneasy, for no real reason at all. maybe its his well-rehearsed "don't ever touch my sister! ever! even with your eyes!" speech that worries me. good old tj.
6. sea biscuit rules. go see the horse movie.
7. downer's grove show cancelled. ya. whatever.
8. venitian night.
9. SPEECH FINAL TOMORROW. it'll take us 20 minutes, then jessica, tan, sam, dennis, roger, jason and i are hitting up grandma sally's, last day of summer school style. word up speech gang.
10. saw the crazy beat levi's add. seriously almost pissed my pants laughing. and almost sang along. CRAZY BEAT, crazy crazy ya ya. it's so great/awful. grawful. |
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| 06:55pm 17/07/2003 |
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.... sometimes i think that i'm a complete idiot for going for him... |
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| 04:37pm 13/07/2003 |
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mood:  awake music: wire- pink flag
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why i love tim more than you:
Stella wasinlove: are you going to charles' house tonight?
SuperUltraCant: wassup!?
SuperUltraCant: yeah prolly
Stella wasinlove: rock n roll.
Stella wasinlove: although i probably won't go, that's still rock n roll.
SuperUltraCant: well if you're not going then neither am i
Stella wasinlove: whatever! go and pretend you're me.
SuperUltraCant: ok
if they dont move the drumset out of the basement i am going to kill someone. |
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| 11:02pm 12/07/2003 |
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sorry. i had to. |
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| 05:26pm 10/07/2003 |
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oy so so so tired. must.. stay... awake.. and dance! hurricane got livejournal, hoes.
whore-icane |
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| 11:26pm 08/07/2003 |
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mood:  bouncy music: blur- this is a low
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ok, i swear, atom and i are never going to make it to the dollar store. my dreams are crushed! we were halfway there and it started raining like a mo.fo. so we turned around. woo no licenses. anyway, we went back to my house, then i went over to hurc's to make dinner. we made cookies and then mimi took jessi, hurc, bella and i to get stuff for lasagna. i was there from 3 till 10. then jon, atom, kate and abby showed up and we all cooked like mad. we didn't eat until like 9:30. we took a really long time to make it. we even had to call in his italian grandma. watched some "brotherhood of the wolf". that movie makes my head hurt with it's exaggerated reds. seriously, what a bad idea.
oh ya, so matt is officially the porn avenger.:
matt: i am a little anal about some stuff
Stella wasinlove: you're anal about your porn, eh?
matt: i hate you
matt: that is not even puny.
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| 11:44am 08/07/2003 |
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HORSE PILLOW! KNIFE! FIGHT!
ps
i deleted my entire buddy list last night. why, you ask? cos i'm a moron. so if you're online and i don't talk to you right away, instant message me. |
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| 10:53pm 07/07/2003 |
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mood: awake music: elliott smith- coming up roses
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sylvia and i had a fun day of swimming, making rancid corn muffins, watching BLS, and eating tacos. then we went over to jon's and he lives in heaven. dear lord. food heaven. i am in love with jon's house. i am in love with jon's mother's cookies. i got in a gummy bear fight. hott!
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| i know the last page so well i cant read the first, so i just dont start |
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| 11:32pm 06/07/2003 |
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mood:  indescribable music: nada surf- inside of love
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he wrote me a letter. it was a page long, and it had to be one of those things where you bottle up shit and regret and emotion and dump it on a page. it apologized for everything that happened, well, didn't happen, is more like it. maybe i shouldn't forgive him, but how can i not? i'm not a robot, i have emotion, and i have missed talking to him, being with him. it was this nagging in the back of my head for a month that something was there and now it was just supposed to disappear. and it didn't, for either of us, i realize. so we're starting from scratch, i guess, back to the drawing board.
i don't know what to think anymore.
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i love you, sylvia and annette. |
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| 09:13pm 06/07/2003 |
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mood:  touched music: jeff buckley- grace
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everyone who gets a chicago tribune should read greg kot's article in the arts and entertainment section, page 7. it's a beautiful account of his reaction to jeff buckley in 1994. i love both greg kot and jeff buckley.
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| watch the stars, not your feet |
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| 04:38pm 03/07/2003 |
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mood:  pissed off music: the rapture- open up your heart
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i am absolutely dumbfounded right now. i was just playing myself some bookworm, and did you know that there is so no singular of suds? ya,i know. what if you just have one sUD. what then?! i think i'm having a heart attack.
i challenge you to call me a geek. |
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| radiohead wraps their love around me with treefingers and smoke |
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| 11:07pm 02/07/2003 |
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mood: contemplative music: radiohead- where i end and you begin
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i can't believe it's july. i think i'm going to cry when we have to go back to the castle. i think i'm going to cry while violently pounding my fists on the floor like the babies in old cartoons. 2 more days until emmy and yessi's big adventure. oh ya. i am so excited! there will be a lot of pictures of us at 8 in the morning wandering incoherently through the streets of chicago. in other news i finished harry potter and it ruled so much. i am sad though. nothing more will be said. we have been hanging out at playgrounds after dark too much for our own good lately.
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| 06:04pm 01/07/2003 |
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today was miserable. i woke up and went for a run, and then came home and weed wacked. then i read some harry potter. and i swam laps, also.
i saw connor (band practice) and he was all: "way to stalk me last night. after you left, all the diving little kids cried. and one shot herself. good going."
i love him so much.
( also, my random online buddy juan has decided to adopt me: )
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| the way your hair frames your face, drink h2o, breath o2. |
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| 12:16pm 01/07/2003 |
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mood: nostalgic music: teenage fanclub- your love is the place where i come from
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we walked to wheaton and hit up the thrift stores. then, on a whim, we bought a giant monst'r sandwich which we couldn't finish but we figured we'd try. then we played with barbies, played marco polo and hot lava monster, would you rather, and watched some bls. i can't really explain it, but i am in love with the random events of life.
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| 04:44pm 30/06/2003 |
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mood: depressed music: nada surf- inside of love
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i think it is finally safe to say that i am cooler than ALL of you for owning this shirt. andrew wk is my hero. who's yours?
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| 10:44pm 29/06/2003 |
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music: the walkmen- wake up
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this is a post about jake. woo jake. go jake. jake's in florida. he'll come home in about 3 weeks. that is a long time. if you love jake make some noise (in the comments). |
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crazy